Although we've come to the end of the road ♥

Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 10:14:00 PM
it's ABC to people but it's Dictionary to me

i see no reason in hanging on for so long, the moments that i miss you is so overwhelming that i cannot even control my tears. i always tell myself "NO i can't" , but what i get was more and more of your images flashing through my mind. i felt so guilty and so sorry... i'm loss of words. i'm lost. sometimes, i wonder if i should end it and hurt people that i don't wanna hurt or i should just continue and hurt myself or rather operate on my heart. i really should just be happy everyday and just bottle up everything inside. i think i can't find anyone suitable to throw up cause i don't like people seeing me cry. Pouring a glass of water without stop may cause overflowing of water, bottling up everything will just take time explode and when this day comes, i will quietly disappear. i'm sorry, i still can't bring myself to face you totally. Blame me for all you want. Hate me all you want.

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