Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 9:00:00 PM
whether you are here or not, it hurts... too much that i can take...
Babyy, you never think of me, i am so hurt but i dun dare to tell you. just wishing that i can listen to your voice, see you face and even only a msg.. i also will be happy... i never waited for a guy for soo long... mostly, i will just give up in a month... but its going to be 2 months alrdyy... i just wan to see you once before its too late... but i can only suffer the consequence myself... you can like any girls out there very fast i suppose... cuz they are prettier... your contact is in the 1st one... i can do it like how i forget other guys, just delete your contact and its gone... but i can't do it... i simply can't... reading you past msges... it was all so sweet all so nice... but now... no msges at all maybe i was just a fool bahhs... people are telling that whyy bother waiting, forget him... and some even said last time can so fast change stead why now cannot alrdy... i feel insulted you know? where is the you that wants to protect me? i dun understand whyy? that person make such comment of me that time and you wan to scold him/her and now? no... thn i'll just emo myself and just slash myself... i thought i found happiness whn im w/ you and now its all gone... you said one you wanted to prove to me... i trusted you and i predicted correctly! you dun love me at all... loving you is the most tiring and most miserable thing... if only i dun have heart... if only i dun have any feelings thn i wun have broken hearts and tears... other ppl are caring me more than you... i just cannot put you down so easily... i cried myself to bed every night... do you know? you dun... whenever im alone i think of you... and you dun even know... you out there enjoying w/ your friends and playing your games onlyy... i dunno how long more i can perservere.. i really dunno... feel like breaking down right now.... i really love you and miss you alot....
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