Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 10:09:00 PM
Goodbye 11th's
i decided alrdy:
>to concentrate on studies
>wait for you while studying
>not to let anyone hurt me
>gonna be myself once again, the happy go lucky girl
>its gonna be a long and the most never coming true run but i'll still run...
>have a bunch of cliques[ mayb nt ] to studyy together

after sharing my stories, hearing audi pigu de stories, i decided lerhh... his case is a damn sad one... he is a serious txk... if onlyy... hahas. promised pierre not to pockey anymore and to be myself ((: though i know its hard to, i still promised him... he is my FIRST boyfiee :X no joke... bleahs... hahas... i realise who is true and who is not...

HE, gave me security... i never will or want to forgive him... ^w^ his advices is still clear in my mind... i may be a fool but im not a person to play w/ ^x^ i really wish he can celebrate my birthdayy w/ me...

Exams stress hit me way before exams started so ps if i att. you... have been reflecting on myself this few dayys... and his words also came to my mind... he is the one that i am moving and he is the one that gives me motivation for this decision... imy,iwy,iny,ily..

My Plans after EOY ((:
>Class Chalet
>Kbox
>B'dayy [ hope to celebrate w/ Maggie {3 ]
>Work $$$$ *KaaChinggggggg*
>NewMoon Movie ^c^
>rewatch Koishite Akuma, Ko series and and DBSK Banjun Drama
>maple at least 120 by end of this year *ahem ahem not even halfway thru* ^w^
>ppl buy acash for mee b'dayy, nehh its okayy... dun buy better... cuz i always forget derhs...
>meet up w/ Esps old mates ^x^

thats shld be all... only one month plus and see my plans tsk tsk sooo tight siol... ^w^ hahas... todayy shall be the last dayy i cry for him and a new start tml will be a smile for him :D *A BIG ONE TOO*

lonng post ayyes? gonna chiong my history lerhs... ^c^

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