Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 5:54:00 PM
Drum Lesson Registration and Slacking [!]
Yesterday night, cried to sleep... thinking of a lot of things

Morning woke up at 7 w/ swollen eyes ==''l thn on com..
*skips*
daddy call me say 10mins prepare... i was like' i haven eat my noodles'.. thn i chiong my noodles 5 mins thn 5mins prepare thn off we go.. Registered and lessons start on 22112009 Rachel's and Chloe's birthday ^^ see i so good i rmbed... i also rmb P6 that time the date was Release of psle.. hahas. aft tt homed.. thn went compass.. ^^ thn walked arnd cp w/ KAHMAY ^^ hahas... damn sians.. thn aft tt went Mac.. saw an auntie w/ 3 set of meal... she was sitting alone omg omg omg ..hahas thn homed aft tt ^^

you also know how say that when you need people to comfort, you call me and i comfort you... if you need me i am also there for you.. what about you? when i need you to comfort you, where are you? NO RESPONSE... happily enjoying w/ your friends... so you are treating me as a what? when you need me then come find me when you dun need me, you just go out w/ your friends and enjoy? i was too naive to think that you are still the maggie i known from primary school... i was too naive to think that i was your only good friend/sister... i was too naive to think that i can depend on you... i was too naive to think that you always is my sister... i believed you from time to time and all you gave me was disappointment... you always say 'Friends are more important than Boyfriend' did you ever even think of that... aft several incident and yesterday i knew that your boyfriend is more important than me.. your 8 years going 9 years friend... so what if i treat you so good, you still treat me none other than shit ! yesterday was my birthday, MY BIRTHDAY LEHH... you say meet you and celebrate it for me... i did no matter how far... i still rush down... thn what i get? PANGSEH-ED BY YOU... please lahh, dun act like you know me inside out... i was sad and moodless bcuz kena ps by 2 guys? so what? its not the truth... I WAS SAD AND MOODLESS BECAUSE YOU LEFT MY BEHIND WALKING ALONE AND YOU JUST HOLD HANDS AND CHATTING W/ YOUR BOYFRIEND IN FRONT... i was walking ALONE you know... did i ever do that to you? whn i was w/ you, did i bring my boyfriend out? NO! i was leaning at the sculpture for almost 15mins and you just walk here and look at me... ask me dun cry.. you dun even know how i feel... you ruined my 14th birthday just like that... i think no matter what you do or say.. i will never want to forgive you... not only this one incident that make me so pissed off okay... theres alot more... you criticises my ex.. when i was w/ him.. i told you, he dun have the looks, you might be shock.. and whn you see him, your one and only sentence was..' i can go bang wall alrdyy' his my stead not yours so why are you even commenting on him whn i said nothing? have i ever comment on your stead? you're always insulting me in front of your friends and my friends... you dunno either... although you always know how im feeling but you never known me inside out... because of you, i get scolded by my parents always... because of you, i always ps my friends... but you? use me as a reason for your parents and ps me because of your friends... im like nothing to you.. more like your dog... just to tell you that you are such a BIG DISAPPOINTMENT... I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU !

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