Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 2:37:00 AM
I'm A night CREATURE~~
Izzy kinda like ask me to post xDD hahas~ okay so i will xDD
today or more like yesterdayy
went drumming :( i know im the worst over there, so kinda like wanna give up TT-TT hurhur seriously i want to seeing ppl of at my age or older playing better than me it's really hurtful and im envious too why they can why can't i?... seriously i wan to give up!!! but thinking father bought it just for me and pay for my lessons, i can't give up.. he'll be so disappointed~ it's not cheap and i was bugging him before... a little setback and im gonna give up? thn he wasted his money for nothing? no matter how tired he tried to fetch me there, whn he's working he makes sure i goes... so if i give up, the person i'm hurting will be my father~~ that's not what i want... so far i've never made my father satisfied w/ anything my studies, all he wanted was 80 for all, it may sound demanding but he knows i can if i work hard... as for english he don't demand much only improvement... always work so hard.. i dun wanna give up and never will... until i get the hang of it and make my father proud of me.
seriously i teared up whn im writing that ^ i paused for quite long... thinking im such a failure :(( well i don't have close friends to cheer me on, i hardly have motivation to do anything... i may always seem the cheerful me but always inside, im tearing...
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phew, im bck~~ with a more good feeling :X okay not about sad things anymore... :) chatting for the past few days on UKISSMESG they're all very friendly and im not the magnae TT-TT hurhur im kinda old? Izzy's the magnae she's going sec 1 only next year!! OMG~ seriously im old!! anyways i was introduce to kpop arnd that age too xDD well, it's okay since i have many unnies there xD im writing fan-letters for the first time xD well i wrote for the 3K of UKISS and dongho.. DongHo because i bought a pen for him xD it's really cute!! xDD okay stops here xD
yesterday after drumming was wanting to go Comics.C @ CS but forgotten and boarded the train alrdy so went to WS for Comics.C xD i was really shock cuz the last time i went there was only full of BoF, DBSK and little of SuJu and Shinee~ but now 2PM, Big Bang even Wonder Girls SS501 OMG~ the goodies there are getting alot alot alot!! i bought quite alot of stuffs not really alot xDD i bought a Leeteuk calender, a pen[for dongho] and 2 hp chain [one is FT ISLAND MINHWAN and one is Super Junior~] pics up
the 3rd one is what i hang on my happy the other blue one is Shinee~ xD and the orange one is FT's MinHwan! the 4th pic is the calendar, it's the front anyway the calendar is at the back thn its the pen i plan to give Dongho xDD
todayy's ALL ABOUT YOU!! I SWEAR ALEXANDER WAS UBER CUTE!! with that santa hat and he said Santa Baby aww... so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i cannot stop myself for watching the repeat ep ltr on xDD since he lost in battle of letters he got to dance and sing MMHN in Santa's way it was like ManManHaNi~ HO! where it was supposed to be hey xDD cute sehh~~ woo~ tell you smth he's not Korean~~ xDD He's from HK and knows how to speak 7 languages~~ kyaa~~ Dongho knows how to speak mandarin in a cute wayy -^w<- and of cuz say DAEEEEEEEEEEBAKKK in a very smexy voice woohoo
im seriously happy that UKISS almost post msg for fans everyday, although not everyday but like ALMOST everyday xD *what am i talking* *arbish myself* seriously they stop promoting MMHN alrdy :( i love love love the remix yohh~ xDD , Kevin oppa says the new album will be out in a FEW months so how few is few :O i cant wait hurhur im sure gonna buy it xDD *hole in pocket* okay so school reopen gonna JIAN FEI!! [DIET] since im getting fatter~ xDD the hot favourites out there is Kevin xD but i love love love Dongho~~ woo~ Alexander too and soon gonna be Eli Soohyun kiseop and kibum ohokay that gonna be all of the ukiss members -^w^-
people im gonna stop spazzing alrdyy~ if nt those who dunno kpop gonna get bored of my post xDD Annyeong~
long post yupps~ gotta change blogskin VERY VERY soon if i'm not lazyy ciaos
